Losing everthing?

I fell in love. And there was laughing and funny breaths and happiness. There was much rejoicing. And then
SHUT!
Over.
Gone.
Dead.
Completely cut off.
Disconnected.
The feeling left in my fingertips.
I may spend my entire life trying to get back
Sometimes I wonder if I should have fought harder. With it. Tried to work it out.

But I only want to hear one thing. Not sure what it is. But I will know. If I ever get the chance. I will stretch out my fingers, grasp it tightly, and never let it go! But till then; I will be here. With my open hand.