Happy B'day yee! (:

Happy Birthday Yee!

Lucky me! (:
Thou I bought and choose it on exact that day
well at least, I bought what she want the most indeed and she actually telling me that she is going to buy the gift i gave her soon >.<
Happy me! At least i don't feel guilty when i bought-gave her the last-minute gift. (:

There's this wild drinking sort of at her b'day party. Having such silly boyfriend it is like that. Pity my friend the b'day girl and ME obviously. It's like killing me when i got the dice no6 and i have to drink the shit liquor in 1 whopping glass. It's like few diff kind of liquor with soft drinks and fruit juice and cream and coco jelly and too SALIVA oh god! T.T

But end up i really have to thank her boyfriend and mines definitely. If he's not drinking i will actually kick his head off his body. Both of them finishes the golden shit liquor.LOL. >.< *Applause*. Eee..Yeah! *wink wink*

Room that i was going to sleep had been polluted so ew! Had a sleepless night.

Miss you.
XOXO

Happy B'day :)

Happy Birthday Dear

Not so good in the midpoint of everything but it ends well thou :)
Few feelings I'm going thru last 3 days
Delighted
Key-up
Mad
Sad
Frightened (his dad)
Anxiety (and his dad =.=)
Shy

What else more emo should i had =.=

Uhm. there's this club they called it a club there, but trust me it's not! It looks more than a lounge in KL.Look so damn miniature than a normal club should be >.<
No stage
DJ sucks = Songs sucks
SHUT at 2am =..=

There is this guy look so sucky at the club, he look exactly the dragonball movie that i watched when the goku turn into the gorilla so ew....

I start feeling sad, when I miss you. I just have to start looking inside my heart because that's where I can only find you. ):

Mistake

Every new day is another chance to change our life. So why not:-

Take chances.
Tell the truth.
Fall in love.
Get to know someone random.
Be random.
Say I love you.
Cry.
Get revenge.
Apologize.
Tell someone how much they mean to us.
Tell the asshole what you feel.
Let someone know what they're missing

Life is all about risks and it requires us to be tough. Its not easy as I always tell myself so.. Not to look back on past and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one stays forever. Is just me to look toward on everything.

Asking ourselves every time"Can I leave it all behind?" Sound weird! Cause we cant go back.

Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when we wish that we can go back to how things used to be but it just can't because things have changed so much. And if there chance that I could go back in time and mend all the mistakes I made, I wouldn't because it has made me who I am and with today.

I believe; It isn't the problem that put off along the way that make us. It's how we learn to stand and face them that makes the difference.

Losing everthing?

I fell in love. And there was laughing and funny breaths and happiness. There was much rejoicing. And then
SHUT!
Over.
Gone.
Dead.
Completely cut off.
Disconnected.
The feeling left in my fingertips.
I may spend my entire life trying to get back
Sometimes I wonder if I should have fought harder. With it. Tried to work it out.

But I only want to hear one thing. Not sure what it is. But I will know. If I ever get the chance. I will stretch out my fingers, grasp it tightly, and never let it go! But till then; I will be here. With my open hand.