Monthly Updates

October not really a good month for me. FML from movies - clubs - shopping - talking cock - new sem just started. Tsk!
I dont even remember when the last time I hold his hand or grab his ass. Sigh.
So emo. Fuck him for being not so nice to me ....
I ran out of cash. I'm broke. Yet I don't really remember where I spend my RM400 in a week. Trying so hard to recall and... *idontknow*
Halloween is soo near and its one of my next event. Thinking what to put-on. I can just buy a long-straight black silky wig and put it on and pretend somekind of another ma-grudge.
Eeee *blush* I saw this pair of black wing wanted to buy so much thinking twice im afraid when i start dancing on the dance floor everyone will be fucking me off cuz of the wings that takes up alot of room lol. Or it might end up my wing without feather.

Thank you qi for the food and bragging about your new phone that you're the 1st MALAYSIAN who owned it. Best gift ever from you. LOL I <3 it.

*PM I'm still an Iphone Fan*

Aug-temberingz!

I've read some of my friends blog and i don't even remember i didn't updates mine like 2 months. There's been exams and a lot more actually happened but i just wanna focus on the... I'm being counted as a "flawless friend" to him and hell yeah.
Exams for me can be tough but with the help of my friends its much a lot easier to me cause i don't have to focus on the subjects i dislike (:
I didn't study.. I club I movie I chill till the day of the exam. I wouldn't regret if i fail 1 of my subject .. sigh.. Someone told me chicken brand work! Don't bother spending the money i still have it in my kitchen get from me! I'm still waiting to claim my money back from him. :(
Flawless friend? How do you people really define it? Stereotypical? taking advantages?
You see I don't really get what he's trying to express saying that i don't think before i speak. If he's trying to express in the way I take advantages of him without giving back any beneficial to him. Its so easy to conclude he's the guy who only help for the sake of getting something and I don't see he is any better than me!
The only scenario I remember was asking him to have lunch with me. few times i asked.. he's the one who didn't really get back to me and he asked me don't even bother to. I think this makes him mad about it cause he thought that i totally forget about it.I don't! The time he gave me is just not right for me so i thought of postponing it. But this is not the reason he conclude me as a flawless friend. Honestly I did ask him for some info about the studies if he get pissed off just because i don't attend the class and i have to ask him about the studies I don't judge him but I'll think that he's a bit too skimpy. Sorry about that but i don't see asking info. from him really takes his life.
Been days I don't feel right about it thought that i've done something really bad to him and he don't even bother talking to me.
But who the hell cares right now? after the trips (:
I'm me! Just me! Is just that we both doesnt get along doesnt mean i wont get along with others. I don't see anyone pointing me out as an flawless friend but a silly and hysterically funny friend to them. I got lots great friends and yeah not forgetting the Ass-es out there. We can't just ask and begging for good friends to come into our lifes but yet the Assholes. This will eventually make our lifes more exciting with higher UPs and DowNs

<3 reminds me of the movie Ups the old man looks damn cute with a SQUARISH face like my boyfriend! LOL

Month update!

Few weeks back from club to classes and stay home nothing particular, but there's one thing i'll do it regularly every tuesday <3 lunch with one of my friend qi! :) Been busy but not to busy on assignment thanks to 1 of my mate. He helps alot! waay lot that you'll never conceive of. i'll just update what i can remember.
25th July my bitch! he came down :) sweet abit suck halfway but still wokay la~ i forgive him. im nice.* ur hair still suck cut shorter puhlizz for god sake!* never hit my lap again or i'll just bite your dick off i swear on your dick! :D and yeah! we went movie and he said it suck oh well no movie next time :)
28th i ditch my cousin and went out with my 2 long lost classmates :) <3 you guys still suck! :D
Yesterday i went maison and poppy and maison again. crap! i know dont ask but somehow something nice did happen. there's this guy i saw, once i climb up on the woofer to dance he came up to me. anyway those who call aaron and went to maison that day dont hestitate to pm me.

Good night (: i love you baby!

I love you.

Give me more loving then I've ever had.
make it all better when I'm feeling sad.
tell me that I'm special even when i know I'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely getting mad,
I'm so glad i found you.
I love being around you.
you make it easy,
there's only one thing two do three words for you.
I love you.
give me more loving from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

): My new test pad

Booklet fall on the floor with few pages was folded.
It screwed!!
):sad! anyone ? buy me a new test pad.
contact me! ):

Home

Staying home from morning till late night rather than going out.
I'm sooooo lazy and tired when U started.

:(

Awkward!

This cousin of mine fall for me or should I say he's in love with me. How do I reject him as in a better way we can still be close together?
I can't tell him I'm not available.